Friday, October 2, 2009

Since then it's been a book you read in reverse

I guess it's big talk to say that even when everything seems to work out imperfectly, it is still perfect in it's own way. When you feel like your back is up against the wall, it is much harder to stick by that sentiment. 

I'm in Chicago and even though I was supposed to go back to London on Monday, now I have to change my ticket and extend my stay here for another week. If nothing works out by then, I am just going to call it a day and know that at least I tried my hardest to get the visa. 

The whole thing has been a nightmare. A very expensive nightmare. After I got my biometrics taken, I spoke with the passport agency and found out that I couldn't get a visa at all because my passport was soon to expire and if you don't have at least six months left on it, they won't give you a visa. So, the first order of business was to get a new passport. Ok. I got the 24 hour rush passport and had that ready by Weds. 

The very, very short version of the rest of the story is that my visa has been denied for reasons that can only be attributed to the incompetence of the expediting agency that I am using to take care of all of this. They have totally messed things up and now I have to take the case back from them and try to explain to the consulate why those people were incompetent. 

At this time it seems very unlikely that things will work out and thus I will have to put this LSE dream aside. It is incredibly, incredibly disappointing. I know that this door closing will open up other doors and opportunities and on top of that, I always still have both my Istanbul and DC jobs, so I am grateful for that. But... it is still sad. And it is ok to say that. I understand that whatever happens, it will somehow be for the best, but for a moment I just want to feel sorry for myself, to curl up in a ball, watch House and fantasize that I had gone to med school instead.


  1. aww im sorry =(

    inshallah things will work out for the best

  2. there has been no positive progress. i'm here for another week now but i feel really good about things in the non-visa sense. if it doesn't work out, i am ok with it. the mourning phase is passing. :)

  3. The universe throws us some pretty nasty curve balls sometimes. I am so sorry, however, I am confident that there is another amazing opportunity waiting just for you! And if you come back to MI you better call so we can catch up!! :)

  4. Lace- I have been reading a lot of your blog lately! Love it! Now that I am trying to be more conscious of my part in the world I have a whole new level of respect for you and your lifestyle! It is hard work!!! xoxo


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